10 YEARS ANNIVERSARY EDITION

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HELLOOOOOOO WOLRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

NO AMOUNT OF EXCLAMATION MARK ENOUGH TO SHOW OF HOW EXCITED I AM TO BE BACK WRITING HERE, AGAIN. 

First of all, Syukur Puji Tuhan, I'm still breathing, living, typing with my smile on my face - SO grateful for His grace, in the midst of COVID-19 pandemic turbulence, people are dying everyday, getting infection everyday, and guess what? I'm one of the C-19 patient, too! What a ride of life. 

So it was 3 years from my last post, which on 2018. During that time, I'm still in my first year student and now currently working as an Accountant Clerk in a quite big (?)  multi business company- one of it runs 86 outlet around Sabah and local hotel somewhere in the KK City. Funny how I still remember back in secondary school, guru subjek Prinsip Perakaunan lah guru paling garang di dunia masa tu.😂 TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THIS, there's many many times where I always wonder, like ''God, why do I have to sit for that subject in my SPM anyway?" T U R N S  O U T,  I've been accepted to work as Accountat Clerk using only my raw SPM result and has survived for few month already! All the salary goes back to my study loan PTPTN, for my skincare, for my car...------

----- uiii banyak sudah benda baru terjadi kan??  kerja, loan, car????

OMG 😭😭😭 HOME GIRL HAS GROWN UP NOW!

See, I started writing this blog few days before taking my UPSR! U P S R weii??!! 12 Years Old, now I'm 22! It's been 10 Y E A R S !!!

GILA LAH JAUHNYA PERJALANAN HIDUP KAN 😪😱 

Semakin jauh perjalanan hidup, semakin luas pemandangan tentang hidup. As I read back my past posts, what my little self wrote throughout my teen age, I realized how POSITVE I was back then, than now. Ironically, there's gains and losses, fors and againts -- worth life learning journey. 

I am truthfully thankful, that God has made me do the writing in this blog even with no audience at all, but it actually like a diary, more to a "bible" for my own life. Why 'bible' ? Because my younger self seems like has this vision for me, like she knew what my future self will be facing as I grew up, so she wrote many many things.  All those reminders, advices, POVs, stories, 'languages' that she used -- those were like a slap for myself now, because I don't really have that in me right now. WHY??

Now that I really walk with my own feet in this "LIFE" than I did before during school life, some walks has thorns, and left some scars and wound on my feet. So by reading back all my posts in this blog, I feel like 'going back to my hometown', just to find myself back here. I never ever realized that all I need is to be coming here in my blog.

IMAGINE:

You all know like you are walking in Sahara Desert, with no water, so thirsty as h*, tired, like you're having Sahara itself in you throat, so dry, dehydrates, syncope, but you have to get back again and keep walking, but then suddenly tiber got a gallon of fresh cold mineral water in front of you, and you drink down that thru your dry-expired throat, you can feel all the fluids running thru in your body again 😂💧 so refreshing and reenergized right??? (please respond to my question!)

OR

You have all the items you wrote in the things-to-buy-list, but you still walking in the store, looking for another item that you think you might need but then it's just nothing to be found. You didn't know exactly what you looking for but you know you needed something. It's frustrating. So you just simply proceed the payment for you stuff and all, and left the store. Then, when you walk across the stalls outside of the store, you stop by to an ice cream kiosk, bought yourself a strawberry mint ice cream. Walla, your day is complete. It is THAT ice cream that you needed to fill the void of "looking for something" back in the store.

👆👆👆 Those you just read up there, is what best describe how I feel for reading back my past published posts.

Anyway, in celebrating my self for this 10 years amazing anniversary with my blog,  I will be writing with 10 different topics under a big title: 

10 YEARS ANNIVERSARY EDITION 

1. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: Hold Yourself Accountable

2. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: Keeping Up with Yourself

3. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: Filter Your Thought.

4. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: Family Builds Characters

5. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: Bucket-List Junkie

6. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: For My Future Self

7. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: My Reasons

8. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: Stop, Start

9. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: Yes, It's Him

10. 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY EDITION: Make The Best Of Being Young

*I will be updating for the link to each of the title listed above so you can just click on the title 👆

Disclaimer: I AM NOT A WRITER, I just love to do Self-Talk with myself. You should try it, too! 😉

Cheers to another 10 Years🥂

Love,