Why so fast?

Hello everyone!

Soooo today marks the end of second weeks of SPM. (yeyy?)

So last week was 🔫🔫💣💣💣 and 💔💔💔 as well but lets hope n pray for the best aye. I'll tell you why soon bila semua semangat sudah kembali dalam diri ini. Cuhs honestly, my spirit gone missing. (sayonara 🙋)

So i got only 2 more subjs to sit for which means, 2 more days left for me to step into that school. Yaa sedih ba siapa x sedih kan. And...

Ohh sedihhhhnyaaaaa ni utusan dri tc morrien and tc chong. It means beberapa hari lg kmi dpt see each other's nose lol. 

Anyway, how was your weekdays? Eh i forgot pula today bru Friyay kan. Hahahaha i really tot that today is Saturday. Tp tiapalah. Enjoy your Friday!  💞💞💞

Heres my selfie freshly baru ja bangun direct p makan ayam goreng and minum green tea then kasi makan my three ikur fishes breakfast. wkwkwkw #selfierare #becosbelumcucimuka #hehehe

till i write again soon. mahalo!
Oh btw im thinking whether shud i or shudnt i change my profile pic, bio and stuff? Sbb bila baca blik enduuu sch rendah punya update tu yaww hahaha. I just update my description tp yg lain blum lagi. Shud i or shudnt i..........

Bittersweet as Form 5 student

Well hello everyone!
Hows ya doin?

First of all, i wud like to take this opportunity to give a big applause and congratulations to the new America President, Donald Trump!


🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
wuhuuu sememangnya unexpected election.

Lol.

Kidding peps! Hello blog, hello readers, hello visitors! Happy blessed day.

Tbh, hari ni menandakan berakhirnya minggu pertama utk......SPM!! Wow man 😱 pejam celik pejam celik im now SPM candidate kan. If u go thru my blog, u will know my examinations life started from UPSR, PT3 and now SPM. I dont expect any beautiful results for me but lets dont talk about this, aye? (nantinanti bru sy share ok? 👌)

Now, whts with my title "bittersweet as form 5 student"? Sememangnya im encountering this era which u feel excited for passing the big exam and bitter for knowing that youll be leaving your school life, esp your friends!!

So, since i realized that theres only few more days left for us to see each other, sy bawa camera sy straight one week for capturing moments together and recorded videos. I promise to myself, to do some editing and will be posted it here. (Tahun depan laaa ah since my laptop under maintenance.)  💻💻💻

💝💝💝
Im a grateful student and a classmate to everyone in 5Proactive 2016. Tho some of us barely talk but i see you and you got special place in my heart and my mind. Not to forget, my most honourable teachers, Tcr Chong & Tcr Morrien for shaping us and loving us as your own anak anak monkeys 😊🐒🐵

THANKYOU FOR THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES.

(picture above was taken during our Form 5 Students Appreciation day)

Oh anyway, Im goin to sit for the most killer subjects next week, 🔪🔪🔪🔪 (i dont want to mention those subjs here. mau igt nama pun bikin gagar) but yeah pray for the best.

"Ora et labora!"
💕💕💕💞

My treat

Pada petang yg indah ini, sy ingin mau hendak post selfie sy sini sebab kerana hehehehheehhehehehe baiii.

A whole new life

Ohgosh! Hi blogger! It's been a really really long times since my last post! 😭

I've been thru a lot lot lot ⚡thunders -which has taught me to a whole new kind of thinking and has brought me to here.

How I wish u cud post all things tht happened to me since the last two years where I think my 'real life' begins.
To share to them whoever pass by my blog site.

Yet no matter how many thunders that i've been thru, I still have my ☔ umbrella to at-least-cover me. I mean, i'm really grateful for I have my God to lead me and strengthen 💪 me.  All praise to Him who never ever leave me! 

No, no one did ever see or touch my scars. But I, myself, know how terrible it was in there- inside my heart.

As I read back all entries that I posted here, how I wish I cud turn back ⌚ time and at least skip/ hide/ take a diff path from the beginning. How I miss my childhood!  😭

But, that's life.

It's not about your age, it's your EXPERIENCE.

See them as a way to train you and take them as your opponent to defend yourself- all for your upcoming more wars.

Love, Natica xx.

CNY Photoshoot

Photographer: Bro.Hendry Jimin

Photographer: Bro.Andy William

More pictures will be uploaded soon.

Happy Chinese New Year in advanced!

Second months of 2015

Ok hai hello peeps! Yeah I know lama x update blog.

*readers  ran away. like far far away*

Well yeahh im kambing home sudah ni. SORRY very the much sebab lupa mau buka blog. I don't have idea how blogger tegar manage their time and effort to keep their blog alive. Gua tabikk kamuu :D

Mari update update sikit laa aah. Haha. 

1) PT3 Result

   Well my last posts mostly cakap pasal PT3 war. Haha I still remember first day PT3 sy sangat gagar..sejuk..basah tangan . Time menulis karangan Bahasa Melayu tu, balik balik basah. Mau dilap lagi tangan balik balik sampai tidak cukup masa. HASILNYA? Ohouuuuuuuuuuuu BMkuu xdpt A. And then the remain days of my battle, i started to follow the railway sudah. Hihi. And after the exam was over, i felt very free then sy pun terus lupakan exam tu.! Bc i don't really hope to get many A's. like maybe 2 or 3 A's seja. Well the questions was yeah really KBAT (Kemahiran Berfikir Aras Tinggi)  thingyyy. No ABC choice just your own answer. 

   And then yeah. Days before PT3 Result diumumkan, i don't get so nervous. like kosong kosong ni bah. seriouslyy kosong kosong sedangkan budak budak sebatch semua bising takut la nervous laa countdown laa xdpt tidur laa sebab sy x expect any high target pun~ 

  BUT BOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ''5A? SERIOUSLY? *CHECK NAMA* *CHECK IC NUMBER* *CHECK ANGKA GILIRAN* Ok seriously this is my result'' kata hatiku yang tidak percaya. Honest laa bukan mau mongkirayou bilang sabahan, target sy awal tahun memang 5A. siap ditulis lagi dikertas. Tapi kan awal tahun kami igt PBSMR. Sekali bulan 7 tu, 2 bulan before, baru kena umum kena ubah dari PBSMR ke PT3. Baru ada format kena bagi. nahhh inda kau hancur hati kepala otak smuaa? hahaha. 2 words, THANKS GOD!

2) Form 4

  Ok since I got my pt3 result sudah, i choose Account Class instead of Science Stream. 

 '' Natica, you didnt want to be in this Science Class?" bilang si Cg Werline since dia ni guru kelas Sains.

 "Natica napa kau tidak mau intelek?''

  Sy inda mau bah masuk Science Stream. Even Floria sama Viviean budak pintar pun mohon Account class. Sebab mmg sudah minat kan macam mana juga. Hiks. 

3) Kolej Vokasional Beaufort.

Deep in my heart, sy betul betul tidak mau sentuh apa apa pasal ni perkara bc it really hurts. i cried almost one week about this thing. But nemind mau juga bagitau. First thing, tidak banyak orang tau sy mohon this thing even my family members pun except my big sister. Bc she supports me any choices that I made--that she thinks okay with me. Pasal asrama dia ja sy xdpt masuk ok diam.

4) uhm what now?

Temporary Freedom

Hey Guys! Happy Thursday Night.

Hari ni rasa saaaaaangat freedom. Cuba teka sebab apa? x'D Sebab habis Trial PT3. Maka the real PT3 belum lagi lepas. Penat belajar...Ohmaigoat. And then time time belajar teringat pula blogger sy yang berkurun masihi abad B.C. sy kasi lupa. Mau try post video pula. Vid-blogger  maybe? Weheee.. Soon to be. Terfikir sudah mau post video apa. Lol. Haha. Back to the main point, yes sy penat study.. dri sch around jam 1 lebih.. tidur sampai jam 5/6.. mandi and then belajar dari jam 7 sampai yg sy mampu bertahan. Kalau sekejap sy dpt tahan, jam 3 bangun study balik. Memang the day before maths exam, sy nth rasa penat betul. Kalau sesi pagi ni balik dri sch trus mau tidur ja rasa oh kan. Sekarang pun sy ngantuk sangat. Ohmaigoat whatadistraction. So jam 3 bangun untuk ulangkaji maths. Syukur-syukur lah masi ada banyak masa utk belajar di sch.. Result? Belakang cerita. Yang penting sudah usaha. Usaha cukup ka tidak, itu yang jadi result kita. Go with the flow saja laaa... And the most important bagi perempuan, jerawat sy tumbuh mengikut barisan dan corak yang amatlah rapi, kemas dan banyak. Tangan pun siukk mengurik time menjawab exam.(Alamak) So sy pun minta lah si mummy letak harta karun dia nth cream apa di muka sy. Bilang si mummy bikin hilang jerawat. So pakai saja lorh. Si mummy pun ikut sama. Haha.

Okay it's time to wash my face.

P/S: Esok jan lupa pakai baju hitam/ putih sebagai sempena hari Malaysia Berkabung.

PSS: Now playing Bailando by Enrique Iglesias.

 Okay Good Night everyone!

 I'll write more.

Si mummy bilang tidak boleh senyum. Anggap ja lah sy senyum ah.

Abaikan muka saya yang bulat dan tidak senyum. Moga muka ini tidak muncul 

menjadi mimpi ngeri kamu ini malam.